About
About the Blog
A person should have the full gambit of opinions so as to cover the breadth of happenings leading to potential futures. Reading only soft opinions makes a person soft, anodyne. I beg, plead with you, to please let me be that unforgiving hardline no bullshit voice in your pocket at the ready when you feel like going there.
You need my counter-narrative. If you don't choose mine, choose someone, anyone, to give you the gruff opinion so as to average out your cognitive bracketing. I dearly hope you choose me, because I've done so so much for you and that would make us even. Everything is about harmony and balance, that's what nature and existence is and ought to be.
About me
"Better to be a wolf everyone hates, than a donkey everyone rides." Integrity above everything.
-- Dr. Julie Gurner on Substack
I'm the absolute KING of non-compliance. The picosecond I'm asked to do something or say something unethical I "exit the building" right then and there no matter the cost. For this reason I've been de-banked and shadow-banned across the Internet. For years any search for my name would come up with nothing, not even a search on the social platform I was on! I absolutely will never ever repay my Student Loan. I got offered a $120k job at IBM running AppScan in writing long ago and at the last minute they told me they could not complete the hire even with written approval because of my Student Loan debt: A catch-22. I should have sued them, but every Lawyer/Attorney I've encountered has been a scoundrel of the highest order.
I cannot go anywhere without crooked Sheriff's Deputies following my vehicle and undercover eyeing me at the grocery checkout waiting for any tiny excuse to jail me. It is utterly exhausting.
Believe me when I tell you the information I've uncovered about how business and the world really works was extremely painful to acquire. Everything I have was clawed tooth and nail. It was of such massive undertaking that it added a decade of aging to my body. I have some rare neurological disorder like ALS or MLS yet I dare not see a Doctor because they've figuratively and twice literally raped me nearly every time I see one. I used to be muscular and athletic not 2 years ago and now my limbs are wasted, cramp constantly, and I weigh 130lbs. I'm sorry to be so, ah, forthcoming, but I need people to know. If you were in my position you would do the same.
In what is recognized as one of the greatest speeches ever given, Steve Jobs said it better than I: Remember, you're going to die - 47 million views on Youtube.
I'm a 51 year old White Male and had one of the very first Macintosh computers. I recompiled the BIOS to make it play the 2001: A Space Odyssey theme when booting. I was hosting websites at 13 years old. I've seen the scope of Technology in the trenches as very few have. I've worked for Fortune 100 and had Government Approved Access to Sensitive and Confidential Information that ran your world. I had special access at the EPA to view the internal confidential HPC computed building materials dust cloud pattern that enveloped NYC on 9/11. Your jaw would hit the floor if you had seen it.
I'm now a Multi-Domain Security Specialist, Catcher of Nation State Spies, FIRST CVSS Special Interest Group Team Observer, Certified Multi-Domain Rescuer, Ordained (Ragnarök) Reverend, Scuba Diver, Electrician, Historian, Metaphysician, Polymath, Cowboy. Former Web Application Security Team Lead at the National Computer Center, Research Triangle Park.